mmm bop!

Ok I did well, I stuck to my no......
I finished my mech paper tonight i will proof it and tidy it up then turn it in Friday.....
I am watching ghost hunters tonight then destination now that i have a small break, i am almost done two days and the it is break, i start my job shortly after....

It's pay day tomorrow for me i have so many bills to pay SU sent out their bills uggg, so i must pay my monthly s with it so this month will be tight. i need to rest now fall asleep to destinations, i have to be up for my meetings, later gaters...........

OMG I SAID NO!

For the first time ever really I said the word no, I actually said it.... wow, I actually did it, felt weird after, had to restrain my niceness gene it was hard, but I said no! I am doing what I said for real, no more everyone else, now it is time to divide up.... I need to take care of me, and I took my first step last night, now I need to make sure I do not back down , this is tough!

I got my OS last project in half done do to that leacher, but at least i have it turned in and done.
I am still gonna work on the code some more before i show it to the teacher.

I really need to clean my place up I have been so busy, I was gonna hire a maid but decided to start I am leaving Syracuse for five day vacation after school is over fund, I need to go now a lot on my plate that NO is rough but I am determined to do the right thing for once.

sick and tired

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I am so tired of leaches seriously for first time I am putting my foot down for good!
NO more missy nice no more, I am over it!

so much so little time

I have two projects due tomorrow and a bitchy team member to confront she has done nothing and i mean that! I seem to always get lazy bums, oh well one day left then its all over, Fall should be fast, I hope * knocks on wood.
I always wondered what is worse, not having rights or not trusting anyone?
lately those have been interfering in my life......
Well stephen has the right idea time for sleep nighters..........

morning thoughts

I woke up ignoring all need to go to class this morning, Crap is all I can say, I am so exhausted from late night study and work sessions.....

I went to the spiral why i have no clue , maybe to see if it was closed yet, that place is evil.....

Looking over some notes before I head out again, rained nicely yesterday so today is a mugger day

as you can see this is a filler blog once the day is over i will have more to gabb about, see I hate phones most of you lurkers know this so this is how i keep people updated......
watch stephen be cute or just as i put it himself

new devi page and my daily post

I decided to open a deviart page show some photo work and art. I am having a hard time deciding on my work to show, the place does not allow gif's so most of my work can not be shown kinda sucks.
I finally decide on a few changes in my life one being the usage of computers , once the spiral closes its doors this week no more fan clubs I am threw with them, People in this world scare ya in those environments, addictive people of the internet settle in those site, make it home and become freaky.
My second decision after a curtain person decided to block me from messages, and e-mail, even his friend ignored my request for a photo, I was willing to buy. I decided to move away from that, I am growing more independent every day, with school ending soon, and me moving out into my field I need to get it together !
My last decision is my hardest, I have to clean out and slim down my possessions, I have no clue if my job is overseas or not but to be safe I have to let go of stuff now rather then a week before I move, my building has a quarterly flea market so i can sell and earn some cash from things I let go of....
Well I restart guitar lesson in may , but no luck with the drums, with my car and health I lost my prior instructors lessons, but I am closer to this new guitar place , wish they had drums......

I have been trying to grow comfortable with who I am by self photographs, then posting them I am now getting to the point of leaving them up for longer then a week, at first they lasted a hour, I believe it may help me feel braver about who I am we will see.....

well that is all for now ......

away from the hackers and backers

well here it is my new blog page just for me