I decided to open a deviart page show some photo work and art. I am having a hard time deciding on my work to show, the place does not allow gif's so most of my work can not be shown kinda sucks.
I finally decide on a few changes in my life one being the usage of computers , once the spiral closes its doors this week no more fan clubs I am threw with them, People in this world scare ya in those environments, addictive people of the internet settle in those site, make it home and become freaky.
My second decision after a curtain person decided to block me from messages, and e-mail, even his friend ignored my request for a photo, I was willing to buy. I decided to move away from that, I am growing more independent every day, with school ending soon, and me moving out into my field I need to get it together !
My last decision is my hardest, I have to clean out and slim down my possessions, I have no clue if my job is overseas or not but to be safe I have to let go of stuff now rather then a week before I move, my building has a quarterly flea market so i can sell and earn some cash from things I let go of....
Well I restart guitar lesson in may , but no luck with the drums, with my car and health I lost my prior instructors lessons, but I am closer to this new guitar place , wish they had drums......
I have been trying to grow comfortable with who I am by self photographs, then posting them I am now getting to the point of leaving them up for longer then a week, at first they lasted a hour, I believe it may help me feel braver about who I am we will see.....
well that is all for now ......