Thursday, October 30, 2008

new wordpress in the works, I hope to have it running soon

besides the title here, I am working on a new word press blogg to link all my stuff to one location....
I want more control over who visits my logs,....

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

something simple

thats all it is nothing more, I am tired today and running on slow mode, school is ripping me up again, I started a dream journal to better understand my subconscious, after reading about dream in a science journal, weird to write it down after I dream, hard to say it all, so I sum it up best I can in parts... I may post the dreams some some day, and share, we will see.... I will update more later I have class to get ready for....

Monday, October 27, 2008

saw the stars

got to see some better shots of the stars went to the observatory, the guy in charge pissed everyone off, we did not get to view much, damn jerk, oh well at least we tried, I am so tired tho and have class soon, sun is not even up yet, lucky sun..
I get paid the end of the week and I am off to the mall to help with Halloween scares for the kids, I am going as a mad scientist, then i go see rocky horror at midnight like usual......
Well i am off just wanted to update

Sunday, October 26, 2008

haha

before i run out the door to the great wide open, thought i drop a few words, i did view the stars but nothing to big , gonna remedy that i hope... I was hopping for some luck on a ski lodge so far most are debating powder or not and if they are even gonna bother opening around us, may just do Labrador we will see, the weather has been weird.... I watched some bad flicks last night trying to sleep but no luck, i may break down and try Tylenol Pm tonight after i get home we will see i hate drugs and booze so no pms about it that that will work... haha pink storm over at twitter.....

OK out the door i go i will or may not pot later we will see

Saturday, October 25, 2008

just one of them slow days

And now I can not sleep... I am wide awake, cat puring on my lap... I have sleepy time tea, and watching a late night flick. I just watched a stereotypical commercial once again.. switching channels for another movie. I may sneak out at dawn to see the zodiac stars.... Well I am off blog more later.....

Friday, October 24, 2008

seniortitis

How do I describe this, how do I cure it, how do I get away from this... I been so freaked out, and let me tell you I did six yrs plus in the Army, and it compares nothing to this emotion...I bought some soothing teas to help sleep, I am lacking so much of it.....

Monday, October 20, 2008

back in the saddle

wow avoid the blogging, and then forget it is here ,  sad no....
I am building this up tonight, if I have some time, take a little bit, I will sum up youtube, my devi art if a I can and anything else I can add so you all stay updated... 
twitter is now added i will also add plurk too, so you get instant news .. My live journal is still up with news clips I share when i find, so you can get fast daily news....
Sorry for the slow down, school does that...............

Monday, May 5, 2008

very long day

this day is just going on and on with no end!

Sunday, May 4, 2008

lamo

well today was a lamo day, I spilled my puzzle so i have to restart and pray i lost no pieces...
I am brain freezing myself in fun.....
I just cut myself i be right back....... kay I have hearts bandaid, lol anywooo! novice no h I am being silly tonight.. I left mchottie! I grew tired of the whining about not spending every waking hour with him and the fact he did not like me not being able to be reach... I am sad I cryed last to days but it was for the best so my status is single again..... He called tried to save it but I am happy as friends, and we should not have to fight all the time.... SOOOOOO! anything else I need to say on this matter is nothing......
I was not happy about my biking today, seems ny trails are dwindling to lousy constructions sites,
I have to travel to use my bike unless I choose a death wish, and bike downtown, uuuummmmm no!
well time for bed it is gonna be a long week again I have to square away my last incompletes, both are Tuesday their finals , nighters

OH one small note my heart also belongs to another i could not replace him with another just was not fair to mchottie, mchottie knew but I just couldn't fake it.....

Saturday, May 3, 2008

new toy

well today was weird, lots of accidents, anywhoo last night someone thought be funny to leap out of a low building window, silly guy ended up with a broken arm and bruises.....
I picked up a bike from thrift store for 30 bucks, I only needed a new tire, PS the bike is new looks like someone was lazy. I picked up a inner tube and now I am fixing the bike!........
Seinfelds on and I am cursing at a screw........lol Kramer is so funny!
I am just so bored, I am taking my bike out to test tomorrow//

tired

wow i finally crashed ended up sleeping in, so i have to run out now and catch up on my missions.

Friday, May 2, 2008

why is it so hard

Ok first off if you hold a study session make sure the stuff you show us is really on the test, man the test we took today had nothing to do with anything we discussed in a the review section, also the test was so hard, no one could pass it very well it was awful!

well tonight is slow and boring students have started to leave, but my record dealer hit me with some good music hit my myspace or face book to check them out, I found some i was longing for , but i snatched some Hendrix, and george harrisons.

I realized my fish is a pig with fins, eats and eats.... I miss my friends now, most are walking next week, dead again, I have DR appointments and dental to look forward to , but it will be a long boring played out summer of no fun till august when cheap trick comes knocking!

Thursday, May 1, 2008

lonley

tonight as I am studying I noticed how quit my life is, no one to bug me, so I can shout shut up I am studying! Oh well.....

I had a very bad day with a un-passed class that a for saw this happening, and a lousy team member that stuck me with all the work again now I am suffering...........

the only good thing today I got a full pay check so I have spare cash.........

Well back to the study grind........

cali or bust i will take a side of bust with cheese

Pittsburgh surpasses Los Angeles as nation's sootiest city

By NOAKI SCHWARTZ, Associated Press Writer Posted Thu May 1, 2008 4:45am PDT

In this July 2, 2003 file photo, the skyline of Pittsburgh is seen through the morning haze from across the Allegeheny River. A city outside California has for the first time been named the sootiest in the nation, one of the categories the American Lung Association uses to determine the most polluted cities in the country. Pittsburgh overtook Los Angeles in the category that measures short-term particle pollution or soot. Los Angeles still took the all-around pollution title. (AP Photo/Keith Srakocic, File)

LOS ANGELES - A city outside California has for the first time been named the sootiest in the nation, one of the categories the American Lung Association uses to determine the most polluted cities in the country.

Los Angeles still took the all-around pollution title, though.

Pittsburgh overtook Los Angeles in the category that measures short-term particle pollution or soot. Los Angeles, the country's longtime soot and smog leader, has enacted aggressive measures to tackle sources of pollution, resulting in a substantial drop in particle pollution levels, said Janice Nolen, the association's assistant vice president of national policy and advocacy.

"It's not that Pittsburgh has gotten worse; it's that Los Angeles has gotten better," Nolen said. "If the trend continues, Pittsburgh will top two lists, and LA will only be leading the nation in ozone."

Still, Los Angeles held its own in two other categories measuring year-round soot levels and smog. And statewide, 26 of California's 52 counties with air quality monitoring stations got failing grades for having either high ozone days or particle pollution days.

The association's "State of the Air: 2008" report, being released Thursday, was based on air quality measurements reported to the U.S. Environmental Protection Agency by state and local agencies between 2004 and 2006. The study looks at three key pollution measures.

The eight metropolitan areas considered to be the nation's most polluted by every measure were Los Angeles, Bakersfield, Fresno, Visalia-Porterfield and Hanford-Corcoran, all in California; Washington-Baltimore; St. Louis; and Birmingham, Ala.

The cleanest cities were Fargo, N.D., and Salinas, Calif.

The rankings were based on ozone pollution levels produced when heat and sunlight come into contact with pollutants from power plants, cars, refineries and other sources. The lung association also studied particle pollution levels emitted from these sources, which are made up of a mix of tiny solid and liquid particles in the air.

The study found that about 42 percent of residents nationwide live in counties with high levels of particle or ozone pollution.

"When you think of the impact of ozone on our respiratory tracts, imagine putting acid right in your eye. It's that corrosive," said Tony Gerber, a pulmonary specialist and assistant professor at the University of California, San Francisco. "This corrosiveness causes severe irritation and leads to problems like asthma attacks, coughing, wheezing, chest pain and even death."

___

On the Net:

American Lung Association's State of the Air report: http://www.stateoftheair.org

Copyright © 2007 The Associated Press. All rights reserved. The information contained in the AP News report may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or redistributed without the prior written authority of The Associated Press.

OK after reading this umm cali as a place to move umm not looking to good right now.....

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

mmm bop!

Ok I did well, I stuck to my no......
I finished my mech paper tonight i will proof it and tidy it up then turn it in Friday.....
I am watching ghost hunters tonight then destination now that i have a small break, i am almost done two days and the it is break, i start my job shortly after....

It's pay day tomorrow for me i have so many bills to pay SU sent out their bills uggg, so i must pay my monthly s with it so this month will be tight. i need to rest now fall asleep to destinations, i have to be up for my meetings, later gaters...........

OMG I SAID NO!

For the first time ever really I said the word no, I actually said it.... wow, I actually did it, felt weird after, had to restrain my niceness gene it was hard, but I said no! I am doing what I said for real, no more everyone else, now it is time to divide up.... I need to take care of me, and I took my first step last night, now I need to make sure I do not back down , this is tough!

I got my OS last project in half done do to that leacher, but at least i have it turned in and done.
I am still gonna work on the code some more before i show it to the teacher.

I really need to clean my place up I have been so busy, I was gonna hire a maid but decided to start I am leaving Syracuse for five day vacation after school is over fund, I need to go now a lot on my plate that NO is rough but I am determined to do the right thing for once.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

sick and tired

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaa

I am so tired of leaches seriously for first time I am putting my foot down for good!
NO more missy nice no more, I am over it!

Monday, April 28, 2008

so much so little time

I have two projects due tomorrow and a bitchy team member to confront she has done nothing and i mean that! I seem to always get lazy bums, oh well one day left then its all over, Fall should be fast, I hope * knocks on wood.
I always wondered what is worse, not having rights or not trusting anyone?
lately those have been interfering in my life......
Well stephen has the right idea time for sleep nighters..........

morning thoughts

I woke up ignoring all need to go to class this morning, Crap is all I can say, I am so exhausted from late night study and work sessions.....

I went to the spiral why i have no clue , maybe to see if it was closed yet, that place is evil.....

Looking over some notes before I head out again, rained nicely yesterday so today is a mugger day

as you can see this is a filler blog once the day is over i will have more to gabb about, see I hate phones most of you lurkers know this so this is how i keep people updated......
watch stephen be cute or just as i put it himself



Sunday, April 27, 2008

new devi page and my daily post

I decided to open a deviart page show some photo work and art. I am having a hard time deciding on my work to show, the place does not allow gif's so most of my work can not be shown kinda sucks.
I finally decide on a few changes in my life one being the usage of computers , once the spiral closes its doors this week no more fan clubs I am threw with them, People in this world scare ya in those environments, addictive people of the internet settle in those site, make it home and become freaky.
My second decision after a curtain person decided to block me from messages, and e-mail, even his friend ignored my request for a photo, I was willing to buy. I decided to move away from that, I am growing more independent every day, with school ending soon, and me moving out into my field I need to get it together !
My last decision is my hardest, I have to clean out and slim down my possessions, I have no clue if my job is overseas or not but to be safe I have to let go of stuff now rather then a week before I move, my building has a quarterly flea market so i can sell and earn some cash from things I let go of....
Well I restart guitar lesson in may , but no luck with the drums, with my car and health I lost my prior instructors lessons, but I am closer to this new guitar place , wish they had drums......

I have been trying to grow comfortable with who I am by self photographs, then posting them I am now getting to the point of leaving them up for longer then a week, at first they lasted a hour, I believe it may help me feel braver about who I am we will see.....

well that is all for now ......

Saturday, April 26, 2008

away from the hackers and backers

well here it is my new blog page just for me